…and to be honest, I’m not a huge fan of dealing with the truth. Sure, supposedly living in a dream world is all for the best, but the action itself is almost impossible to cope with.

Many of you are probably trying to figure out what I’m talking about here. And the truth is that I’m not quite ready to say anything about it. I am prepare, however, to reveal that who I am as a person isn’t exactly who I desire to be. And it most certainly isn’t who others thought that I was.

And not to be melodramatic, but there are people who’ve discovered my secrets. And they haven’t responded exactly as I would have hoped. More the opposite. Not downright hypocritical, and not totally as if I were an anathema; rather I’ve discovered the uncomfortable reality of the world that we all live in. If only things were different and there was no need to constantly hide honesty behind the guise of a smile. Smiles are meaningless of course unless they possess the genuine translation of happiness. And it’s been quite a while since I’ve been there.